Thursday, January 14, 2010

she's got her daddy's tongue and temper

you bet your sweet ass i do
:)

and i wouldnt change it
todays been a long day
i am here in sa waiting for someone to get home
haha

its been kinda a roller coaster of emotions the last week
i was overwhelmed with emotion
and i had no explanation
but then it hit me

schools starting
everyones getting ready to start school
and here i am still stuck
trying to work to pay back what i owe so i can
start school again
because man do i miss it
all nighters at the UCC
living off coffee and monsters
PCL meetings
starbucks runs before midnight
history classes
cramming for tests
CP bus trips with my ipod and wonderful new attittude
ive missed it all

some people dont care to go to school
but there are those of us that do
those of us who have a plan
a life plan to make a differance
and change the world

and thats what i wanna do
i wanna be remembered
i wanna show people that i am far beyond ORDINARY
i refuse to just blend in
its a moment that comes rarely
but when it does you realize how big life is

so we stand out
we live our lives according to us
we write the pages we choose the chapters
we make the moves

long nights endless talks blazing til 6 am
drinking til dawn
remembering to breathe
counting our blessings
praying daily
helping each other
being there
going to the moon
letting realuty hit
living life
according to us



so while i am faced with much adversity
and i feel like i can't catch a break i remember
that God has a plan.



so my mouth could sometimes use a filter
i drink a little more than i should
smoke a little more than people expect
but i am me
i come hard and i come real


i wanna inspire
and i will





one dayyyyy
<3

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