jan 19 2010

this day is gonna be one i remember forever
its gonna be one that i look back on
and say "elaine you did it"

this day i made a choice.

i decided that the good out weighed the bad
i decided that i was done feeling sorry for myself
i decided that i was no longer gonna be ashamed of myself and my life
i decided that life is to short to dwell on the bad

my life is a roller coaster of events
there are good and bad rides
but in the end each one has helped make me who i am!

i am stronger because of them
i am me


so i am done with the sadness
i am done with the negactivity and depression




i figure in life things are supposed to happen
things we dont always plan on happening
and things we do
if you are anything like me you made a plan
a very detailed plan of what you want to happen over the bext few years
this is exactly what i did.

college was supposed to be 3 years eek
well now its gonna be like 5
i was supposed to go to law school and have a 4.0 gpa
TEXAS ruined that hahaha

so law school will be where ever i get in and hopefully when i graduate ill have that 3.0




either way those are my dreams i think
and where ever i end up i know its part of God's plan
it is him who has brought me to this point and will continue to
get me where i need to be





so i will stand here and testify that i have the most amazing people in my life
my friends
my family
my sister
sohia
yes even Ben! (i am still upset with him)

i love them so very much
and i know that all will be alright
i am alright


i am awesome
i am elaine!

:)