we all do it
some of us are better than others at running
me: id like to consider myself a pro at this running
only difference is that now that i am older
and i realize just how unhealthy that is
i can't help but feel when the running has gone on long enough
and its time for elaine to have some kind of human emotion again
vic says i should talk to someone
that it could help
but i dont think i need to i dont think that missing popo is what is making me so crazy these days
i think its way more complex than even i can understand or begin to even comprehend
my chest hurts like if my heart is slowly breaking into a million pieces
lately ive felt so overwhelmed i am not even sure how to go about things anymore
i think about school and the future and where i want to be and i cant see my future
i use to be able to visualize where i wanted to end up and now i just cant see it
i get so anxious i have to stop myself and remember that its gonna be ok
even tho i feel kinda lost
i know that i dont want to go law school anymore
that is no longer my plan
but i wish i had a new one
i just wanna sing to the world
i want my voice to be heard
i just wanna make a difference
peace love and shooting stars
elaine
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